blturgeApr 301 min readColorHe makes dark days brighter. Like the sun peeking thru the clouds. A rainbow after a storm. He gives life color, when before it was...
blturgeApr 202 min readReflection. I've given up my body more times than I have been given flowers. And it's ironic because I hate my body and I love flowers. I thought if...
blturgeApr 122 min readThe Difference. It's weird. Life. Sometimes it's great and sometimes its utter SHIT. I think, at this very moment, I'm caught up somewhere inbetween the...
blturgeApr 41 min readLonelyThe lonliness is kicking in tonight. The silence is too loud. I look around my place and see nothing but how sad it is here. The dry...
blturgeApr 31 min readRisk or Reward?Twice. In one week! How could this possibly happen to me? I just don't get it. What am I doing wrong? God, this fucking hurts. Badly. Why...
blturgeMar 291 min readSmells like success.I met someone. He's smart, a go getter. He's got his own company, and home, and cars. He's ambitious. And kind. He makes me laugh. He's...
blturgeMar 271 min readA little bit of butter, A little bit of dirt. I never thought I would be 35 and going thru a divorce. But here we are. To be honest, I never thought I would have gotten married to...